My Relationship With Consistency – Vision 2014

When I first started my journey of self-discovery, I wanted to share everything I was learning. So, I started this blog and my social media handles in hopes to inspire people to pick up the baton and begin the marathon of their self-discovery. 

I struggled with being vulnerable on my platforms, which caused me to show up inconsistently. Sharing my personal experiences was difficult because I’ve always been the type of person who tried to keep it to a few good people. I also grew up in a house where it was taught to keep your business to yourself. 

I struggled with knowing what to share. As a result, my journey on KeemahG has been starting and stopping on repeat. Equally important, another reason I struggled to show up and complete this vision was due to distractions!  

I was distracted with draining relationships and a draining position at work. Once I let go of the relationships that were sucking my energy, and changed positions at work, I was emotionally, mentally and spiritually exhausted. Everything was taking precedent other than what I was passionate about and enjoy doing, which is and always has been; creating. 

There was no room for me to be in the space to pull my thoughts together in order to show up the way I envisioned. I just couldn’t find the balance, and ultimately I failed to show up.

When I look back on it now, I was still in the germination process (I speak about this in my About tab ( https://keemahg.com/about-2/ ), meaning: I was still shedding the weight of my past traumas and birthing a renewed woman. 

As much as I wanted to share, serve, and complete the vision that was assigned to me years ago –I wasn’t ready. God was still working on me, and my past. God had to clean that area in my heart first in order for me to be vulnerable enough to show up and serve. He also showed me the people in my life that needed to be removed, or kept at a distance, and since I had abandonment issues— it took longer than most people to recognize that I had to let them go. 

I believe that God gave me this vision to share my journey; but I never went before Him and asked Him when, I just took it upon myself to start. 

I know I was given this vision in 2014, but it was only meant for me to start in 2024. 

From my journey to yours,

Love, Kee!